As the same can be said for all, this has been tough to accept. Constantly replaying the fond memories to shut out reality. Music choices becomes more personal to alter my approach when reflecting on you. Now realizing the vacuum I created was doing more harm than good. My dreams are now catching up to reality, no longer my safe haven to deflecting the truth. Knowing accepting doesn't mean giving up on you but still struggling regardless. Within the last 12 hours something has changed.